I just can’t see where I fit into the grand scheme of things. I may fall to the wayside, but would people notice if I just suddenly stopped being there? Not dead, but just…unfound. Would it matter? Or would I be replaced without fuss?

I think there is something deeply wrong with me aside from my many neurological problems. I feel…infected somehow; like something has wormed it’s way into my soul and is wearing it away ever so slowly. Sometimes, it gets too hungry and takes a large chunk out of me and it hurts so bad I want to scream but I can’t because it’s considered rude to express oneself in public.

So that’s me. How are you?